Tired

I'm tired of feeling as I do
I'm tired of never feeling good enough
I'm tired of not feeling beautiful
I'm tired of being judged, by those who don't even know me

I'm tired of not getting what I want
I'm tired of my insecurities
I'm tired of constantly having to try so hard
Trying so hard to fit in, to belong.
I'm tired.

I'm tired of pretending I'm fine when I want to cry
I'm tired of feeling sad for no reason
I'm tired of wanting things to change
I'm tired of feeling the way I do when they don't

I'm tired of wanting more
I'm tired of hoping, wishing it were different
I'm tired of the voice telling me I can't
I'm tired of always giving in to that sub conscience

I'm tired of never always being happy
I'm tired of feeling as if its not worth it
I'm tired of the overwhelming, consuming bouts of sadness
I'm tired of waiting for things to change
I'm tired of waiting for it all to end
I'm tired